Changes!

Hey all! Made some changes to my website! You can check em out by clicking the linkage. Lemme know what you think.

http://ryanjosephphillips.com

Okay. So. Think I messed up my left shoulder today at soccer. I kinda hurt it when I got tripped last week but I got tackled again this week, falling on it again and I ended up sitting out the second half. Oh, and we lost. First loss I've been involved in this season though, so we're doing pretty good. Gonna play forward next game I think, try and get myself a goal or two. Had a visit from my girl last week, it was pretty fun. We made delicious brownies. Btw, they went hard and I threw them out (don't tell!). Anyways, if you haven't heard of DropBox, you need to look it up. And do so by clicking here. It is flipping sweet.

Anyways, that's my life for the past couple hours. Once again, this is Jorgio Bodiddly, signing off.

November 13th Thoughts

I don't know why I put myself in positions like this. I love God, love being in his presence, but when a retreat comes along or something I put myself into a role where I'm not in that presence of God. Its really frustrating for me, how I want to be in the presence so bad yet I bind myself to my 'duty' and can't bring myself to break out of it. I can't explain it, and I know I've come so much closer to God and He has rewarded me for my obedience. I just, I have this God given talent for all things technical, yet I've bound myself to that talent so much that... I can't allow myself out of it. Maybe I'm just meant to help others into the presence with my ability, yet I can't help but feel there's so much more for me in the presence of God and if I obey I know I will be rewarded, I just have to take that step. Step out of my box. My safety zone. It'll be hard, but its what I need. I think.