Fix Me

I downloaded the new Emery album, and while i am not a huge fan of screaming, I love the songs on the album where they're actually singing. This has always been the case with me and Emery. Sort of a love-hate relationship with their music. Anyways. The last song on the album, entitled "Fix Me" really spoke to me. So much so I listened to it 4 or 5 times in a row. And the lyrics, just are so powerful. It's basically a prayer out to God to fix our problems. To fix our broken hearts. To help us control our situations so that they don't evolve into something we can't handle.

To me, this is such a powerful prayer. When I broke up with my ex, I felt so broken inside. I didn't want to end it, but I knew I had to. I felt God was pulling me another direction, and yet it broke my heart. And I let it go for so long that I was so unhappy with everything when it had happened. I had to learn how to relive my life. I had to become who I was, not who I was with her. I needed God to fix my heart before I could do that. And He did. He put friends in my life who cared and were there for me through it all. Those are still my 3 closest friends, one of which I am dating and the other 2 I consider siblings, because I can talk to them about anything and I love them like a brother/sister. Part of the song says "Maybe this will tear me apart, But maybe i'll go back to the start, And honestly I can't believe that this is really happening.", and that's exactly how I felt. But God freed me from that. I am so grateful for everything that my life has become now.

You can hit up the lyrics here: http://www.plyrics.com/lyrics/emery/fixme.html
Youtube Link (lyrics only): http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CS5ibZ4Ctcs